Unknown Writer 2002

I think of all my problems, I think of all my pain, I think of all my sorrows, Until I go insane. I think of all the smiles I've worn, Which hide sorrows underneath, No one seems to notice, That I go through so much grief. My tears seem to keep flowing, Inside my tired eyes, Each time I want to tell you, My words come out as lies. These days I'm feeling distant, Far away and weak. My sadness pulls me further, From the happiness I seek. I've just begun to realize, That my hopes and dreams are gone, I'm walking down a dead end road, Humming a tuneless song. I'm standing on a rooftop, Although I'm scared of heights, I'm watching the cars beneath me move, And somehow this doesn't feel right. Now I think of what I'm doing, I know I should find a way, To beat through my depression, Will I be able to someday? Someone might be there, To help me make it through, Maybe they will listen, And tell me what to do. I'm seeing through the darkness, And I'm s...

Through the eyes of a teenager Everyday passes, Reminding me of lessons to be learned. Opportunities pass me by, Showing me things to be earned. I don't know life as an adult sees it, Only as a child and teen. I can only guess what life is meant to be, Based on what I've seen. Today I learned about love, And the pain that it may bear, You can never know a person's truth, Behind the masks they wear. I do not know the meaning of love, Or why it is never true. I'm unsure of so many things these days, I know less than I thought I knew. I find its getting difficult, To distinguish bad from good, And although it sounds cliché, I'm a child misunderstood. I need to move on past the hurts, Move to heaven from this hell, I need to stand up to others, And to myself as well. I don't know how to tell, A good friend from a bad, We talk behind each other's backs, Ruining the trust we had. When I stare into the mirror, I see things I wish I could deny, A fear of judgement a...

 • You... Years have passed, Nights have gone, Not one or two, But infinite days without you, I’ve been living, Living this life without you! Days were long and nights alone, Everything felt cold, Maybe because you were gone, All left was memories, Of you & me, That was enough for me, Until one day you showed your face, Now it’s not me whom you chase, This time it’s a different race, But I’m ok, I’m fine, This is what I recite every time... I’ve started making new memories, Because days can go well without you, No nights can be cold, No days can be long, It was just this heart, Not this head, Who wanted to chase you, But now the actions have spoken for themselves, Let’s just meet at infinity, If you can reach there.

 And when you search for those eyes To be your mirror, To see your own reflection in them  Ow that you wear a smile on your face Darling Trust me when I say this You’re falling in love and from the core of my heart I wish you rise in it.

Koi shayar nhi... Gazal nhi... Kitaab si lagti hai... Teri aakhein samandar hai jo behisaab si lagti hai... Kaha hataaye log apni nazro ko... Jab Teri aakhein gulaab si lagti hai...

Let me languish in my dreams With sunshine on my face A gentle breeze reminds me of  How much I love this place Healthy, frothy, chocolate milkshakes Bowls of nuts like salad Everytime I play guitar I hear my favorite ballad Yet the nagging doubt remains This life is not for me Against the pleading of my mind I wake up to be free A nightmare is a dream gone wrong Reality will make you strong

  Yaad tho aati hogi na? Ha aati hai, kyun nahi aani chahiye kya? Jab bhi yaad aati hai to kya karte ho? Kuch nahi bas jab bhi milte the us jagah par jake baithte hai. Unki tasveer dekhkar kabhi ro diya karte hai. Vo gana suna karte hai jo unko Bahut pasand karte hai. Kya farak padta hai agar kabhi unhe yaad kar liya aur unke photo dekh liye.

 Half past seven here in the evening, Could be past eight. I wouldn’t know. Sedentary under a crescent moon,  Following from above my bus. Through vast wilderness as we move I reach closer listening to the mountains words. The fading life to the facing light perishing Faster in the window than I could grasp. So I ground my anxious feet and place my heart around the battle. I still have several nights to waste;  Before I deliver the message to the bears. I’m a passenger stuck between these haunting miles, When I had time. I wasted raiding honeybees. But I still have several nights to rest, before I convey the message to the bears.

Don’t keep my memories in the glorious petals of a rose, But in the leaves fallen, yellowed telling the story of Sun’s terrifying face nobody knew about. Don’t search for my fragrance in the sir of suburbs. But in murky breathe of the woods A rage my soul created inside my mind Don’t let my poetries become a page in the torn book kept in a four walled confinement Rather see my story screaming in the way the windows rattle, Reminding you of a silent storm inside my eyes Don’t drink my essence from the same bottle I used to drink from But see my presence jumping with the glimmer over the river free and unabashed.